![]() This pain is reminding you of other times you’ve felt this way, and you are cracked open whether you like it or not. Undertaking this process is not saying goodbye to Guru Jagat, it’s saying goodbye to the pain her sudden death has caused you. Every other feeling incurred is my responsibility. Guru Jagat gave me the chance to feel the love. The love a student has for a teacher is matched only by the love the teacher has for the student. This science has a way of returning even the most ruined of relationships (not the case here) back to their original state. What I do know, as a teacher and student for many many lifetimes, is that grief can be solved like anything else can be solved. I don’t understand! I certainly don’t understand what you’re going through and how could I. The thing is, no one will understand - ever. ![]() When your family doesn’t understand, your roommates or boss doesn’t understand, your partner doesn’t understand it feels like you’re the only one this happened to even though intellectually you know that’s not true. There’s no greater pain than suffering alone. Attempting to explain her significance to people who didn’t know that all those times I was on the computer I was listening to her, learning for her, rooting loudly for her. Guru Jagat and I never met, and hardly talked. And it was hurting a lot more than I expected. I made this because it didn’t take long for me to realize I was experiencing Guru Jagat’s death alone and afar. ![]()
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